Lay me low

It's not unexpected but I have been knocked down. Not as bad as it sounds, but kind of in confusion and losing light and focus. Dreams after dreams, weird or not. Something disturbed me inside. I am connected to something new and fall back behind the veil. This is something I asked for, I know. I planted my wish, I planted it in the land of fertility. And here it is its flower. While I lay myself on the Divine mother's palm, I cave in, I pray, I endure, even without seeing your face.